hardleave

 i know i don’t look normal. i know i never have. every time they cut me i look more unusual

not even of this world

She continues to challenge me every day

because she’s finished -she goes and I get to stay.

don’t really belong as an enigma 

every minute sort of a torture.learning how

to commune(icate)

learning.how 

to be quiet.learning.how. to listen. 

i’ve been alone

.

BOUNTY

 heard the Sirens are raged. the oceans will not reveal.easy.there’s pressure down there. pressure behind pressure. steady and gentle, respectful like might work. money means nothing to the sea, all is always held under the neath. all the gold. the knowledge. the seed. the cities. the bones. the ever after. the blue prints, the original water, the fire, the currents, the star dust. all of it in utero. in her. bounty.